Sunday, March 1, 2015

Not looking forward to March

I know it's already March 1, so it may be incorrect to say I'm not looking forward to March, but that's what I'm going with.

Thursday, February 26, 2015

Counselor Consultation

My original appointment with a counselor was for February 4, but that morning I got a call stating the counselor I would be seeing was home ill. My appointment took place yesterday.

Monday, January 26, 2015

4-year-old bullying

For the past several months, Gus has shared stories of things that have happened at school that have involved kids "fighting" and "pushing" him. I didn't really pay attention to the frequency of these incidents nor the names of the children involved. Last week that changed.

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Sunday, January 18, 2015


A couple weeks ago, Jon told me that he wanted me to find a new counselor as he thought I had postpartum depression and/or depression that was still unresolved from when Oscar and Bella died.

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Pre-Christmas Thoughts

I'm not really looking forward to Christmas this year, which isn't usual. Jon is looking forward to Christmas this year, which isn't usual. Does that mean we'll have an unusual Christmas?

Friday, December 12, 2014

Saturday, November 29, 2014

I am still here

No, I have not abandoned this blog. I have the beginnings of several posts in my head, but rarely do I find the time, have the energy and access to the computer all at the same time.

Lucy is 7w old now. While I'm still tired, I don't feel as much like a zombie. Gus is usually a super helpful big brother and adjusting to having a living sibling. We just celebrated Thanksgiving and are gearing up for Christmas...I'm not looking forward to it (hopefully more on that in a future post).

I'm doing a good job, I think, of keeping up with reading others' blogs, it's just writing on my own that's been put on the back burner for a little bit. To those that are still reading, thank you. I will return!

Monday, October 13, 2014

She's Here!

I'm not sure when I'll have the chance to post her entire birth story, but Lucy arrived on Friday, October 10 after a successful induction!!!